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i will be okay

by Gleaming Moonlight

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1.
10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1 02:49
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Let's burn brighter Then we ever were The sun's shining on us now Let's go somewhere That we've never been And never ask how we got there Let's never ask how we got here I don't wanna die In this prison Of water, and dirt and oxygen There's something out there calling It's empty and cold and dead It's nothing It doesn't care Let's burn brighter Then we ever were The sun's shining on us now Let's go somewhere That we've never been And never ask how we got there Let's never ask how we got here I don't wanna live Where my ancestors have died 4.6 Billion years of death It's all in the past It's never gonna last It's empty and cold and dead Let's burn brighter Then we ever were The sun's shining on us now Let's go somewhere That we've never been And never ask how we got there Let's never ask how we got here I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die Just yet
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Fairy Tales 01:21
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Take me far away from Half forgotten stories And broken fairy tales Break all the rules Of rhythm And the aesthetics Of mass produced workshopped novelty shit Pretend you must be better Because you must be better Pretend that you know better Because you know better You are better Better than your shit Take me far away from Half forgotten stories And lies we tell our self Like we must be different Because we must be different Because if we're not different Then why Have we wasted all this time On trying To not be like them
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If I Could 03:05
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If I could I’d give myself a second chance To make the world a little better Make my future that much safer If i could Would I stand up and work harder For a world I could be proud of Where none of it would matter Promises mean nothing when you’re dead Anxiety hangs heavy on your head So tell yourself it matters All the shitty things you said When you were young When you were young If I could I wouldn’t hide away my feelings And pretend that I don’t mean it When I tell you I’m fine If I could I would try to make a difference I would try to be important At least just to myself Promises mean nothing when you’re dead Anxiety hangs heavy on your head So tell yourself it matters All the shitty things you said When you were young When you were young I will lie awake And think of what I could do better I will lie awake And think of the things i did wrong I will lie awake And wish that I could be different I will lie awake For far too long Promises mean nothing when you’re dead Anxiety hangs heavy on your head So tell yourself it matters All the shitty things you said When you were young When you were young If i could I would let myself get better I would let myself get better I would let myself get better If i could
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Oh, fuck 01:14
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I wanna get on the floor I wanna scream til my throat hurts the next morning I wanna drink cheap beer I wanna punch a fascist in jaw I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show I wanna make some noise I wanna still hear ringing ears on Tuesday I wanna have some fun I wanna lose my problems in the music I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show Oh, fuck I wanna go to a punk show
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To (Each) Her (Own) 01:59
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Maybe I could have this memory Set myself free From the tyranny of what is in the past Because we’re moving fast towards An exit I'm trying to escape I’m trying to relate to something More than just a mental state More than science, fiction History or mystery Miss-tery or mister-y? In other words: I can’t relate There’s a little secret Hidden deep within us all Honestly it’s not that important I am who I say I am But if I never say I am Am I still the person who I am? I am who I say I am But if I never say I am Am I still the person who I am? I am who I say I am But if I never say I am Am I still the person who I am? Realistically I could ignore it. I could ignore and continue with my life I’ll probably be fine Realistically I can’t really ignore it
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Song for 3 am 02:21
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I could try to write a song about politics Like i ever really gave a shit But i haven’t been an anarchist Since i was seventeen And to be honest i was a pretty shitty one And i don’t know how to make a meaningful statement On how the world should work and how to fight Cause i haven’t bathed in weeks And i haven’t shaved in months Despite hating all the hair below my eyeballs But if i am a hypocrite Then i can own up to it And try and leave this world a better place Cause politics is bullshit And i am full of it At least i know exactly who i am At least i know exactly who i am I don’t know how to write about the future Cause everyday its all the fucking same thing But if i am to survive If i make it out alive I need to figure out how i will keep on fighting But if i am a hypocrite Then i can own up to it And try and leave this world a better place Cause identity is bullshit And i am full of it At least i know exactly who i am At least i know exactly who i am Oh god, i know exactly who i am
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Still Broken/ 03:05
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I dont have to words to make Any of this make sense I’m struggling to find meaning in Dirty clothes and tossed cigarettes A broken television Sitting on the floor Coffee stains and coffee cups But I don’t drink coffee anymore I Don’t understand Is this depression Or am I just being bland Im sleeping in til half past 2 My home is a wasteland I’m falling down a hole Please give me a hand I Don’t understand Is this depression Or am I just being bland Im sleeping in til half past 3 My home is a wasteland I’m falling down a hole Please give me a hand I Don’t understand Is this depression Or am I just being bland Im sleeping in til half past 4 My home is a wasteland I’m falling down a hole Please give me a hand I Don’t understand Is this depression Or am I just being bland Im sleeping in til half past 5 My home is a wasteland I’m falling down a hole Please give me a hand
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Death of Me 01:47
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Oh won't you be the death of me I've confessed all my sins And I am ready to be free Of the pain of living selfishly Oh won't you be the death of me I’ve tried To make some sense of it I’ve tried Being someone who I’m not I’ve tried Looking past my imperfections I’ve tried I’ve tried Oh won't you be the death of me I've confessed all my sins And I am ready to be free Of the pain of living selfishly Oh won't you be the death of me I’ve tried To understand myself I’ve tried Hating everyone I know I’ve tried Making peace with my perspective I’ve tried I’ve tried Oh won't you be the death of me I've confessed all my sins And I am ready to be free Oh the pain of living selfishly Oh won't you be the death of me Oh won't you be the death of me Oh won't you be the death of me Oh won't you be the death of me Oh won't you be the death of me
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Self Care is Pretty Punk Rock 02:39
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I will be okay I will make it through this I will be okay I will survive I will be okay I will make it through this I will be okay I will survive Try to wake up in the morning Try and shower and eat breakfast Doesn't matter how the last few days And weeks and decades went Try to get dressed and get ready Try to put some makeup on Maybe grab a cup of coffee Or two or three of whatever the fuck gets you through the day Try and clean up all your messes From the last few years of living Try to work, try to get paid maybe find a better job Try and make it through til evening Try to make a proper dinner It doesn’t matter what you eat At least fucking try to eat something Try to get to sleep by midnight Or at least get into bed You can think about the future and dream about the live you wanna live Maybe try and quit smoking Try to go back to school Try and be a better person But for God's sake, just try and make it through the night I will be okay I will make it through this I will be okay I will survive I will be okay I will make it through this I will be okay I will find someway to survive
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The Morning After 04:48
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Morning comes softly Morning goes quickly Morning punches you in the face You’re tired and broken You’re sore and you’re sober You’ve been that all your life Sleep for a while Maybe sleep through the night The sun will rise again Sleep for a while It will be alright The sun will rise again There will be a day That you dont wake up But you’ll never know when that is Just keep trying Just keep living It’s the only thing you can do Sleep for a while Maybe sleep through the night The sun will rise again Sleep for a while It will be alright The sun will rise again Sleep for a while Maybe sleep through the night The sun will rise again Sleep for a while It will be alright The sun will rise again Just keep trying Just keep living It’s the only thing you can do

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Take comfort in the fact that everything ends and yell your peace at eternity's fucking face. Fight the hardest for whats important to you and take as many moments for yourself as you want or need. Time is all you have and it's yours to do whatever you want with it

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released May 19, 2017

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Gleaming Moonlight Edmonton, Alberta

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